under-estimated

Tuesday, 2 June 2009

GIMME A BREAK, for TENG's sake!

I'm just so afraid that my breakdown day is near. Damn near.

Why? Why? Why? Must lecturers be so god damn heartless? Squeeze everything to the week before common test. It all sounds so nice when the saying goes: "There is NO COMMON TEST for this module, but the week before common test GOT CLASS TEST". What's the difference? And the weightage for class tests are HIGH okay?!

The mental torture to finish up assignments plus the rush to cramp 4 chapters of 2 different modules, into 1 pathetic brain, in less than 3 days, is really too much for me to take. I just feel like letting those scores go. Heck with all the percentages and my GPA.

And before Teng really suffers from this mental breakdown, get me a clone to help settle my room, my mess, my table, my cupboard, my clothes, my drawers! Mum's seriously breathing down my neck, screaming that I take too long in the showers, complaining about the i-still-can-live-with-it mess of MY living quarters! Get me some peace at home, please!!!

What is MY world becoming of?

And what the hell is my dad trying to do? Plan an outing at an unearthly timing of 24 hours before my common test?! Is he seriously joking?!

Can my stress level just drop, so that my period can come? Stop saying that I screaming into everybody's ears alright? This hormonal imbalance is really bringing about much more emotional coasters! HELL!

People, GIMME A BREAK!

STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS!

STOP ASKING WHY, ALRIGHTS?

GIMME A CHANCE TO ASK WHY?!

Now I really feeling like crying.

Where are you, happy-go-lucky Teng?

by makk at 11:20 pm |