i'm a bit tired and sick of my old haggard desktop now. rubbish shit. i can't install os, i can't reformat. i can't do anything and nothing is working. grrr. i've been on my desktop for like quite some time already and the same old bloody screen is still staring back at me. oh. goddamnit.
on a happier note. thanks daniel for the expertise and patience with such a com noob. i think i've made him vomit quite some blood.
anw, i was smart enough to have done up the router properly so that i can use internet freely. my stupid laptop has limited access to the internet when i use a direct cable connection. rubbish again.
my laptop's bluetooth has died on me.
my desktop has died on me.
my phone is dying on me.
shit shit shit.
my retarded phone turn itself off 10 times, just 2 days after i sent it for repair. k630i sucks. and subsequently, the phone shuts itself down, as and when it feels like it. and recently things got worse. after sending any sms, the phone would go blank and do a D.I.Y restart. rubbish! i have to go down to sony repair center again for the 3rd time. it's a waste of time. what the hell is wrong with all electronic devices nowadays??!!
i'm definitely going to get an external hard disk and a keyboard at the comex. i'm also hoping to get a 8gb thumb drive. but first things first, i need to get to the fair. holy shit. i can't find anyone to go with me, except shushu! biao ge's busy (since school's started-so i'm not blaming him for that definitely, i know how busy things can be when there's school). gu jie and gu zhang have nothing to buy at the fair (so, i can also understand that- i myself wouldn't go to the fair if i've got nothing to buy). daddy turned me off totally (he just said "i got no interest la"). mummy told me to "see how first". hai. i somehow just feel like going there to walk around (not during peak periods-of cos) and to get my own stuff. sigh.
i'm sick of all these electronic goods. maybe i should do what biao ge suggests:
after purchasing any electronic goods, bring it straight to the temple before bringing it home. spray some holy water over the electronic goods, and then pray to the god and ask the god to ensure the goods' longevity and functionality. lastly bring the electronic good/s home and treat with precious care.
o.Omg.
i'm kinda looking forward to tmr.
firstly, mum's new armchair and footrest is arriving.
secondly, i've got this writing skills workshop. (it's weird that i hate to attend workshops, but yet i look forward and enjoy the process of learning something new at the workshop.) how contradictory.
thirdly, i think i'm going to meet amanda and co. for netball at nh.
i'm somehow deprived of those sec school friendships that almost everyone else might have.
how i wish i was like enna-for instance, who has got so many friends (be it from sec school, jc or poly). i envy those people who are still in close contact with their sec school friends. this section of my sec school life seems missing. i fear to approach them, and even to the extend of attending gathereings and all.
the only friends that i'm still in contact with are my dearest primary school mates, in particular dear cjm, and my pae mates. talking about my pae mates, i think it's time to send a whole series of smses to say hi and to arrange to meet up for a meal.
i miss my 4o5'o7. i miss the sai kang warriors. i miss 2o9'o5. i miss the nh peeps. well.
despite the fact that i miss them so much, i'm still afraid of taking that step to be in touch. will the past ever be forgotten? will we be able to burn away the unhappy days? will i be able to put away that fear and hide it in the closet forever?
only time will tell.
(thnks amanda-for the lovely tagg <33)
i was supposed to have posted this last night.
accompanied dad to imm to get erjie's shoes. diao, this busy woman has been dancing away the entire week and have almost not time for herself and us. anw, met jiamin on the way back. i was kinda glad to see her, but poor jiamin has been totally stressed out.i could tell from her look that she was tired and all. dad went back home on his own, while i chatted with jiamin at the foodcourt until her mum called and asked her to go home. we talked about quite a bit of stuff. but i hope my dear friend can hang in there and give it her best shot in her upcoming promo. jiayou cjm, u can do it! ((:
a million billion zillion thanks to daddy on being successful in dragging me along for a run. i think he made me and yy run 3kmor something. well done. i was almost dying. all the muscles in my body was like all tensed up and my nose was watering all the way. my legs turned jelly and i nearly collapsed onto the ground cos i lost balance. great great stuff. when on earth was the last time that i went for a run? i think it was my last S&W lesson at school. and i think i ran only 2 rounds around the track then. so compare around 800m with 3000m(3km), the ratio is like... ... trust my dad for the greatest and craziest ideas on earth. nah, i think my 1WO mak still rocks. he complains that i'm fat and he's still happily feeding me with all the food that he can possibly lay his hands on. *his pocketful of sunshine is bleeding love.* o.O
many thanks to erjie for spamming my tagboard. erjie, u rubbish lar. anw, i trust that u'll lend me ur precious bag someday (maybe when it's old or when u've gotten a new one). meanwhile, take super super good care of my one and only dress and my pretty pair of shoes. remember that u have to clean my shoes when u're done with it, woman! hahahas. dabian erjie. ((:
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i was supposed to have posted this sometime last week.
shall talk a little about my stupid exams.
1. MATH
amazing was one word to describe it. i didn't attempt past year papers at all. *teng-the-great* has those crazy methods which causes things to have a 50% chance of success. i suddenly realise that i might be able to do math. omg. i know i've lost the whole 7 marks for the last question. i somehow wasn't able to form the equation, despite the fact that i know which method to use and apply. shity shity. maybe method marks might be given? i was smart enough to write the formula in. *claps*
2. ITL
i was thankful enough to have attended the itl remedial. whee. nothing much to say. i just hoped i did my MRP, DRP and those calculations correctly.
--end of exams--
i went back to nh last friday, but i thought i was on the moon instead.
first things first, i've met my idol. yes, i supposed she was happy to see me around. she's busy and all, yea, things are hard on her now. those school admin stuff are all pilling up and her classes' results aren't pleasing. it's those work politics that's gonna drive people nuts, i guess. and also family stuff. idol's hanging in there, i know. it's stressful, even though it seems like she's laughing everything off. i'm givin' her support physically and mentally. i'll definitely try to be there to help or render my expertise in charts (-.-) when she needs my help.
sad stuff, i didn't get to see mrs.tan yesterday. i really think she's super super busy as well. i did sms her on thursday. i've set my heart in hunting down mrs.tan in school. i'm taking a bet that i'll succeed. hahas.
idol and i went home together. that conversation set me thinking. was there something wrong in which we didn't know, or was there nothing wrong at all? i worry, cos the lack of knowledge is usually the biggest problem in solving this issue. i wont wanna sound mean when i bring out my point. i've been letting the entire conversation run through my head a few times already. i must ensure that it wont hurt or harm anyone in anyway, be it verbally or physically.
may the force be with you. and me.
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wp test is a goner. i am only kinda confident with the question on tables and the one with pictures and words. the one with frames and survey and the javascript is gone. totally gone. could remember some and forget some, i guess i forgot more than those that i could remember. hai.
bizca grades are totally rubbish. i really cant do bizca. i think that it likely to pull down my gpa. what the...
econs quiz was trash. it's the worst thing that i've ever experienced since i've stepped into poly. there was simply no luck, i couldnt even guess the answers. lucky huiling and lingli could guess them right and pass it with a 50. hai. i've got nothing more to say.
moral of the story? i think i'm dumb. i study nothing but trash. so i'm gonna forget about studying for itl and math. since there is almost no difference between studying and not studying. so why kill my brain cells or boil my brain juices? nah, spend my time sleeping, eating and watching olympics would be a much better choice.
went to town with mum for her check-up and to get her watch repaired. this is the first time in which accompained mum for check-up, hahas. i'm kinda proud of myself. visited the place which i was born too ((:
i hope the class chalet can run smoothly. and that junwei would book 2 rooms insted of 1. hahas. let us not talk about budget chalets man :x hahas.
i am yearning to get out into the sun for games. hahas, i miss netball. i miss those times in nh, which i would play netball during recess and lunch. woah. i need exercise, seriously. ((:
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3 things:1. HAPPI B'DAE TO CJM! [cheers to our many many years of friendship! may u be happy and healthy always, stay cheerful and fun-loving! love ya, muaxx <33> 2. CONGRATS TO MSY!
- for being in the NATIONAL TEAM for YOG2010! [train hard and study hard! do our family proud dear! <33>
3. congrats to myself for finishing all projects. i'm finally 'free' enough to get more sleep and the busy busy week is finally over!!! ((:
p.s. msy, i'm so so so superbly proud of you.. <33>
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