under-estimated

Friday, 29 August 2008

i'm a bit tired and sick of my old haggard desktop now. rubbish shit. i can't install os, i can't reformat. i can't do anything and nothing is working. grrr. i've been on my desktop for like quite some time already and the same old bloody screen is still staring back at me. oh. goddamnit.
on a happier note. thanks daniel for the expertise and patience with such a com noob. i think i've made him vomit quite some blood.
anw, i was smart enough to have done up the router properly so that i can use internet freely. my stupid laptop has limited access to the internet when i use a direct cable connection. rubbish again.

my laptop's bluetooth has died on me.
my desktop has died on me.
my phone is dying on me.
shit shit shit.

my retarded phone turn itself off 10 times, just 2 days after i sent it for repair. k630i sucks. and subsequently, the phone shuts itself down, as and when it feels like it. and recently things got worse. after sending any sms, the phone would go blank and do a D.I.Y restart. rubbish! i have to go down to sony repair center again for the 3rd time. it's a waste of time. what the hell is wrong with all electronic devices nowadays??!!

i'm definitely going to get an external hard disk and a keyboard at the comex. i'm also hoping to get a 8gb thumb drive. but first things first, i need to get to the fair. holy shit. i can't find anyone to go with me, except shushu! biao ge's busy (since school's started-so i'm not blaming him for that definitely, i know how busy things can be when there's school). gu jie and gu zhang have nothing to buy at the fair (so, i can also understand that- i myself wouldn't go to the fair if i've got nothing to buy). daddy turned me off totally (he just said "i got no interest la"). mummy told me to "see how first". hai. i somehow just feel like going there to walk around (not during peak periods-of cos) and to get my own stuff. sigh.

i'm sick of all these electronic goods. maybe i should do what biao ge suggests:
after purchasing any electronic goods, bring it straight to the temple before bringing it home. spray some holy water over the electronic goods, and then pray to the god and ask the god to ensure the goods' longevity and functionality. lastly bring the electronic good/s home and treat with precious care.

o.Omg.

i'm kinda looking forward to tmr.

firstly, mum's new armchair and footrest is arriving.

secondly, i've got this writing skills workshop. (it's weird that i hate to attend workshops, but yet i look forward and enjoy the process of learning something new at the workshop.) how contradictory.

thirdly, i think i'm going to meet amanda and co. for netball at nh.
i'm somehow deprived of those sec school friendships that almost everyone else might have.
how i wish i was like enna-for instance, who has got so many friends (be it from sec school, jc or poly). i envy those people who are still in close contact with their sec school friends. this section of my sec school life seems missing. i fear to approach them, and even to the extend of attending gathereings and all.

the only friends that i'm still in contact with are my dearest primary school mates, in particular dear cjm, and my pae mates. talking about my pae mates, i think it's time to send a whole series of smses to say hi and to arrange to meet up for a meal.

i miss my 4o5'o7. i miss the sai kang warriors. i miss 2o9'o5. i miss the nh peeps. well.
despite the fact that i miss them so much, i'm still afraid of taking that step to be in touch. will the past ever be forgotten? will we be able to burn away the unhappy days? will i be able to put away that fear and hide it in the closet forever?

only time will tell.

(thnks amanda-for the lovely tagg <33)

by makk at 12:17 am |