Saturday, 5 July 2008

erjie is dancing away at ndp. yy's also at marina, cos today is her NE show. come to think of it, i remember i missed my NE show when i was in primary 5. hai. sad stuff which happened like 6 years ago. because the school's official opening clashed with the NE show, i had to forgo the chance and did some weirdo line-dancing at the school's opening. hahas.

daddy went for his office's family day at some changi place which i dno. mummy and i were supposed to go, but daddy commented that transport was a problem and that we have to rush back to fetch yy and erjie, and all the other crappy excuses. there was simply no room for discussion or suggestion, goodness, i simply don't understand why there is a need to say no so quickly. mummy doesn't seem so enthu about it either. hai. i really cannot understand these two old lovebirds.
i'm feeling kinda bored. i had so badly wanted to go somewhere or anywhere with mummy in the afternoon. but, she wasn't feeling well. uhh. it's not the first time, i sometimes suspect that it isn't really her not feeling well, it could be some psychological blockage, since she always reject to going out on weekends. the excuses were almost identical each week, it's either she has lots of household chores that she very very badly want to complete, or she wants to mark yy's assesments or she just don't want to go out. it's kinda mentally implanted that she should stay at home. i guess its bad for her, really.

so i've been home the whole day today. really really bored. couldn't decide what to have for dinner, cos it's either pizza or kfc. bored to the extend of deciding to cook porridge for dinner. god. mummy was complaining about 4d just now. hai. i can't understand what's the big deal about striking 4d. c'mon, it's like a one out of a hundred (or even more) chance to strike it. i seriously believe in working harder and earning the fruit of my labour, rather than depending on lady luck. i think i can't convince them about investing on 4d weekly, why throw ur hard earned money back to where it came from? (i've got nothing more to say.)

reformatted my laptop. this precious piece of rubbish crashed twice (in a row) on wed and it crashed again on the following day. i seriously wna sell this lappy away and buy a new one. after reformatting, i realised that i've lost a few of my programs, eww. crimson editor is gone. microsoft office is gone. msn is gone. avg is gone. and the best bit is that the wireless ain't looking good. i can't access to quite a few websites (for dno what reason) and the msn that i downloaded can't work! dart blast.

everything seems wrong today. i wonder what else i can do to make it right again.
yuck yuck yuck.
i'm complaining here because i don't have my youth day. it's not fair.
someone tell me the age range for youths!
i'm only 17 ok?
grrr..


.under-estimated.

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