Wednesday, 25 June 2008
i was so so so lucky. i didnt screw up my math common test. thank god. i must have prayed hard enough. hahas. anw, the result was an average only, so its not good enough. judging for my talent, i guess i could have done better, much better. anw, without those careless mistakes, i could have easily hit a 80, plus a little bit more of intelligence and no freak-out-during-exams-symptoms, i could have neared 90. goddarnit. like what i have promised mummy, i'll try harder. who knows one day i might just get my dream come true? hahas. (mayb i'm thinking too much).
had this mini, short and sweet talk with mummy this morning. kinda woke me up. yea, all those getting into uni stuff. its so so so so so so so so so so so competitive nowadays. so much criteria to fulfil, must be an all rounded student. which means, we must know everything, can do everything, dare to try everything and be pro at everything. its so not right for us, since we are still students. somewhat like must "fight for your own survival" kinda thing. "student war - the way to make school days miserable". i seriously dont like the idea of it. gosh. imagine having to "fight" and "over take" your friends in everything, and being unable to share your "secrets to/of success" with them, what can be more horrible and evil than this? omg. i seriously think we are such poor things.
i missed those days of falling asleep in class, and having teacher to walk up to my desk to "wake me up". i'm lacking the self discipline. i think i need to do something about this. i seem to want the teacher to catch me doing other stuff during lesson, and give me a good whack on the head (to wake up my bloody idea), and probably after that, i would listen attentively in class and stop all other activities. i guess i wanna put in extra effort in staying focused during lessons. grrr.
trying to redo all my wp reviews, scamming my way thru them. hope to be able to score full marks for all the reviews, except review e. hai. i'm trying, but one review is already taking so much time. i'm only done with review a so far. so there is still review b, c, d and h. i am not going to redo review e (cos i dno whats the fill-in-the-blank answers) and review f (which i tyco-ed full marks). there's just so much work this week (watch):
- *itl test (chap 1-3)
- *wp reviews (unit a-f, unit h)
- *wp ploject (unit a-f, unit h)
- *bizca unit I (some real life independent challenge thing)
- *bizca casegrader 5 (dno due when, uhh..)
- bizca project (with teeli)
- *math tutorial 7
- *math project (with steph, nadiah)
- econs tutorial 3 qn.5 & 6 (to submit under e-learning)
- econs project (with steph)
i know there are more to come, or i could have even missed out some. gosh. but these are good enough to kill me. those with (*) are the ones which i have to rush through and finish them during the weekend. omg. i doubt i still have time for family outing this weekend.
.under-estimated.
by makk at 3:51 pm |
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