Tuesday, 29 April 2008
THURSDAY & FRIDAY (24th, 25th Apr)
last week was horrendous. i spent my thursday night rushing through my bizca video. i didn't sleep a single wink for the night. in the end, my dear friends fed back that i was "floating" as though i was on drugs and that i looked like a pale lifeless ghost. omg.
SATURDAY (26th Apr)
went to school to school for fencing intro course. turned up in some wakeboarding shorts and slippers. then caused myself to have a great problem with the "simple workout" and "exercises". i felt as though i nearly ripped my pants. crazy. skipped intro course halfway to attend strings. its the first step into realising my dream of playing a guitar. signed up for a tuesday slot with steph, lingli and huiling.
went to tiong barhu plaza with lingli and huiling to hunt for my laptop case, but to no avail. in the end, i still didnt buy anything. the worse thing was: poor girls accompanied me around for nothing. i even caused their "town" trip to be cancelled. hai. what a friend i am.
SUNDAY (27th Apr)
sad sad day. similar stuff happened like last saturday. shall not mention at all ):
i have to confess that i might be suffering from some slight psychological problems here. i don't know what. but its the trapped, depressed and dumb feeling. it came to the extend of thinking to try hurting myself directly and indirectly. i really don't know what was wrong. i told mum about this problem. it's not the first time this has happened to me. so, yes, i hope i'll stay mentally sound.
MONDAY (28th Apr)
nothing much. usual school and stuff. but was unexpectedly late for bizca for 5 minutes. i should have stepped out of house a little earlier. sad. the jam from clementi to np was horrid. nearly wanted to buy my laptop case, but i had no time for it at all. went for the ambassadors' "interview". it was so so council style. *winks*
then enna was not feeling well, apparently she vomited. omg. realli, my dear friend, u shoulda go see a doc soon. met ms wong on the bus to bukit batok, chatted a a little while, really really love nh to bits. hahas. also realised the existence of a canal next to keming primary school.
then haircut at yew tee, cost about $14. it's kinda ex, but apparently, mummy said the hairdresser did a good job. so yea, i'm satisfied. (: bought erjie and yy pens and sweets. gave each of them a good luck card, cos mid-year and SA1 are both around the corner. i miss secondary school life. ):
TUESDAY (29th Apr) *apparently today*
happy happy! attended the NYAA Award Ceremony! i miss the sai-kang warriors so much! it was really good to see them all. but the sad thing was that not the entire team was there ): anw, it was so weird seeing everyone in different uniforms. *nan hua exists in different uniforms yea?* chatted with cass, lijie and keming, remembering the times of shit-bombing and sabo-touching with dung. hahas. then was nick and siian who initiated the *pop-pop* thing with the scroll container. we are sure crazy people. (: i really really miss them alot.
there was this contradiction: despite the fact that i miss them so much, i feel kinda leftout. and i still have bad memories of the trip till today. i didn't know how to "portray" myself in front of them. i'm afraid of being "extra" and "outcast" again. hai.
took mrs. lim's car to the bus stop and took bus back to np. was complaining all the way of having to leave the warriors. nevertheless, guitar proved to be much more exciting. i was so anticipating to lay my hands on a guitar! hahas. by week 6, i should be able to play a song! (: i'm so going to take up guitar and make aure that it'll stay this way! (:
hope to wake up on time tomorrow to join the gals at the library to mugg..
.i love the sk warriors.
.under-estimated.
by makk at 11:39 pm |
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