Friday, 9 May 2008

i don't seem to be able to break away from the horrors of secondary school days and results. i'm not doing well for bizca. i don't know why. i've followed every single step in the book, yet the scores are horrifying. i've attained a lousy C grade for unit A, a 90/100 for casegrader ex.1 and a 88/100 for casegrader ex. 2. everyone else can attain perfect scores. i'm like way below target. what the hell am i doing?! super pissed off with myself.

i can't afford to let history repeat itself.
how many people am i going to let down again?
how many are going to look down on me again?

i'm so desperately hoping to do better each time for bizca.
i want to get the best grades possible.
i don't wish for mummy, daddy and all at home to be disappointed again.
this is the only chance that i have, to prove to the world, my world, that i can excel.

give me some drive!

i promised not to disappoint u again.
i'm trying, i'm trying.

.under-estimated.

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