under-estimated

Thursday, 16 October 2008

i'm in no mood to do anything.

grandma's cancer relapsed. cancerous cells are found in her spine and there's a 5cm big tumour in her liver.

doctor had her hospitalised, for there was a need to find the right painkiller for her. if the painkiller works effectively (able to stop the pain), grandma will have the chance to go thru chemo and have a few more years to live. if the painkiller has no effect, there's nothing else we can do, nothing but to wait for time to come.

the tumor in her liver is deadly. if she can't go thru chemo, it's (considered) the end.

grandma was in pain for the whole of yesterday and she didn't sleep the previous night. she lost about 4kgs, since the pain and all started. she isn't smiling like she used to. it hurts to see her suffering.

daddy is suffering mentally.
the emotional roller coaster ride is too much for him.
he has lots of things to juggle.
he sounded lost when mum called him just now.
he had to listen to what the doctor had to say, he had to watch over grandma's emotions and he had to suppress his own feelings.
i wish i was there to help him out just now.

mummy isn't feeling too good either.
i suppose the entire family is now super worried.

be strong, grandma.
be strong, everyone.

THE MAK FAMILY NEVER FALLS.

明天会更好.

by makk at 7:33 pm |