under-estimated: June 2008

Sunday, 29 June 2008

i'm suddenly very afraid of blood, for dno what reason.
my legs feel jelly once i hear the word, or even see the word.
i can't take it when gruesome body parts are mentioned.
i thought i would die when mummy told me about those kidney thieves in Philippines.
mummy repeated the entire story thrice. freak, once to msy, once to erjie and once to me.
i really on the verge of vomiting.
lucky i didn't get that clinic assistant job. phew.

i think i'll die doing my math project, cos i'm idea-dead.

i'm so smart. huiling knows why.
i seriously dno what i'm doing.

can i just get 0 for everything?
i'm getting lazy, i lack the drive.
eww.

wp is more than just crap.
i'd rather do a piece of art.
no wonder mrs. chang said programming isn't my thing.

.under-estimated.

Labels: rants

Saturday, 28 June 2008

math was surprisingly ok today. i entered class around 8.45++, and was amazed to find myself to be the third to arrive in class. wow. anw, did trigo in class today. i think i kinda missed trigo. those toa cah soh with additional toppings of quad 1, quad 2, quad 3 and quad 4. long time no see trigo friends ((: erm, despite the fact that i got a D7 for amath, i still felt comfortable with trigo, amazing. the best part was to name the ASTC the wrong way, great stuff. it's supposed to be named anti-clockwise, but huiling and i (being pro pp) named it clockwise. so teacher came around and asked, "so this is your 2nd quadrant ar? you sure?" omg. so malu, malu like crazy. tsk tsk, no face to admit that i've had taken amath before. a simple disgrace to the subject. hahas.

met mummy, daddy and yy for lunch at jec. yy left for tuition at 1pm. the 3 of us continued eating for a while more. (i felt like a glutton, i think i ate one and a half share. omg.) took shuttle to imm after that. bought jiajia's bathroom slippers and some household stuff from daiso. bought some stationery at popular. mummy bought some newbalance shoes too, it was so tempting. i had wanted to get this beige colour pair at 68 bucks, but since i need sandals badly, i just did away with the idea. daddy wanted to get those casual shoes, but he was like "the sole of the shoes a bit funny lar.. i think it's a bit hard.." aiya. this running man ar, i just told him to "stick to your running shoes la, warrant.."
then went to see my sandals, but sadly i didn't see anything that i like. so i suggested to go back to lot one to check out world of sports, since i've some vivid memory of seeing something that i like there. we left imm around 4 plus and went back to fetch yy at her tuition centre. the four of us went back to lot one. went to wos to see, indeed i found the pair which i really want to get. really really nice. but mummy said it was too ex. erm, apparently that pair cost 70 bucks, with nice yellowy orangey colour straps. there was another model going at 50++ bucks. i didn't really pay attention to that, since the colour seemed a bit dull. since i still couldn't decide and mummy still needs time to consider if she wna spoil me with such ex sandals, we went for early dinner.

as usual, glutton mak surfaced. laksa plus one and a half prata and some dessert. yar, and after that i still didn't feel anything. weird. anw, i thought i had eaten enough as in monetary terms, so i just convinced myself that i was "full". horrid. then i discussed with mummy about the sandals issue. somehow or rather, i felt mean lar. its ridiculous that i spend 70 bucks of daddy's hard earned money on some sandals. daddy don't even have such ex sandals! so its really not right. so i asked if i could spend like at most 50 bucks on those num sandals. mummy said ok. err, but come to think of it, i top up a few more dollars, i can buy the teva sandals, its much more worth it and lasting.
saw this 4 bucks poor bear at kiddy palace. omg. i was really into the one with pink shirt. 4 bucks, super budget. daddy highlighted to me that there was no more parking lots available on my bed, i was like "nevermind lar, i slim down got space liao". daddy was about to hand me 4 bucks to fulfil my dream when mummy gave her look. fullstop. end of conver. put back the bear and keep the money. lol!

i this kpo pig sneaked back into wos to see the 50++ bucks sandals again. actually it's not that bad. it's quite nice also, just that yes, it's dark blue with a bit of white, so it's not so easy to dirty. so i decided to get that pair. asked for my size then the salesperson came back with light blue sandals of my size. he said it's new stock, just came in the afternoon. lol. (he said that there was only the dark blue ones for this model just now. rubbish.) i tried on the sandals, hahas, looks not bad. the grip is so so, cos it's new. it's just a matter of time to season this sandals. hahas, mummy and daddy really bought it for me! whee.
i didn't ask daddy why he agreed to buy, for all i know he might just say, "because you naughty, never help mummy mop floor and keep talking back.." (freak lar, it's not the first time i get this kinda reply.) i think i know what i should do to show that i appreciate the sandals. ((:

i'm back home now, blogging. and am going to figure out wp ploject after this. yy is trying out mummy's newbalance shoes. we've got this ronald mcdonald (with green and grey shoes) at home, yy's foot is super big. really. seems as though she's flopping around with track shoes. diao. i know it sounds cool, but its a hazard mentally and physically, so please do not try this at home.

erjie is still dancing away. apparently today is preview for ndp, but erjie didn't bring her costume. so yea, if it's a preview, it's gonna be cool. "costume-less" preview. hahas. anw, waiting for erjie to call and come home. might be going out tmr to bugis or (hopefully) not.
i need time to do work and study for itl, before i fail or die or something. yucks.

congrats to huiling on her successful hunt for og in bugis. (-.-)

.under-estimated.

Friday, 27 June 2008

i know it's the gss period, so i wna get a pair of TEVA sandals! dno how many thousand bucks it will cost me (or mummy or daddy).
muahahahas.

anw, i did myself proud. i've been walking to the mrt from home and home from the mrt station for the past one week! i must have saved quite a bit of money. hahas.

math lecture tmr for 3 hours solid.
before i drop dead, i'm loading my bag with snacks, to keep me awake.

0715 morning call.
dart blast.

.under-estimated.

i am really tired already. there is so much work still.

(IN ORDER OF IMPORTANCE):
- *itl test (chap 1-3)
- *wp ploject (unit a-f, unit h)
- *math project
- *bizca unit I (some real life independent challenge thing)
- *math tutorial 7
- econs tutorial 3 qn.5 & 6 (to submit under e-learning)
- *wp reviews (unit a-f, unit h)
- econs project
- bizca project
- cats project (which is so so like IIA, reminds me of inno.)
- *bizca casegrader 5 & 6 (due today?)

i'm a good girl. i'm trying to finish up all my work, despite the fact that more projects are coming in. i know its depressing, but i'm trying still. everyone in class is like uh-huh. doomed.
if only we could "one die, all die together". hahas. "one don't do, all don't do". (i think i'm thinking too much.)

i finished bizca casegrader with unsatifying results. i'm totally depressed and heartbroken. everyone else can get a 100/100 easily. i'm still like the 80-90 range. i'm lousy. i'm lousy. i suck. i suck. yucks. i hate myself for being such a noob, or maybe more than a noob. i hate this. i really really think that bizca has something against me, cos i don't feel as thou i have anything against bizca. so it's bizca's fault. isit? or isit mine? i'm sick, i'm sick. sick of getting 80++. please don't make me hate u, bizca.

i'm hoping to finish math project by tonight. so that i can afford to go for lunch tmr afternoon with mummy and daddy, instead of staying in school to finish math project. and i wna clear my itl test asap. the notes are totally crap (so is the lecturer), it's nearly as good as being useless. needless to say, both my class' advisor and lecturer didn't give any tips to my class. sucky. and apparently my class' advisor (who is otherwise known as the "form teacher" for my class) did give tips to her students in her other class. omg. talk about fairness. there is probably none at all.

other than depressing bizca and itl, i didn't go back to nh today. it's the first time in like a month and a half, in which i didn't go back. i guess the new exco is doing fine. anw, i saw mrs.chang at her bus stop on wednesday afternoon. i was in my bus heading to clementi, and she was at the opp bus stop, "so near yet so far". i miss my idol alot alot. gosh. i don't know why, but yes, i really really miss talking and chatting with her. it's hogging in my brain. how i wish we are both not so busy. at least we could afford some time like the 'good old days'. i really really wna see her! look, this idol has such an impact on her beloved number 1 fan. oops.

i'm starting to miss my sciences very very much. it's now that i finally learn to appreciate them. omg. isn't it a bit too late? i miss challenging chem, beloved bio and psyco physics. yar, especially doing physics revision, those were the days...

if only i could turn back time...
i would give anything to study physics again.
there is still this undying passion, despite the failure in attaining good results (i think).

i'm not losing my drive yet.
i've promised to try my best.
and i will not disappoint you.

.under-estimated.

Thursday, 26 June 2008

my neck hurts.
my arm hurts.
my wrists hurts.
my last finger hurts.
my sole hurts.
my whole body hurts :X

i think i need a full body guard.
and i wan my pair of sandals!!

Labels: rants

Wednesday, 25 June 2008

i was so so so lucky. i didnt screw up my math common test. thank god. i must have prayed hard enough. hahas. anw, the result was an average only, so its not good enough. judging for my talent, i guess i could have done better, much better. anw, without those careless mistakes, i could have easily hit a 80, plus a little bit more of intelligence and no freak-out-during-exams-symptoms, i could have neared 90. goddarnit. like what i have promised mummy, i'll try harder. who knows one day i might just get my dream come true? hahas. (mayb i'm thinking too much).

had this mini, short and sweet talk with mummy this morning. kinda woke me up. yea, all those getting into uni stuff. its so so so so so so so so so so so competitive nowadays. so much criteria to fulfil, must be an all rounded student. which means, we must know everything, can do everything, dare to try everything and be pro at everything. its so not right for us, since we are still students. somewhat like must "fight for your own survival" kinda thing. "student war - the way to make school days miserable". i seriously dont like the idea of it. gosh. imagine having to "fight" and "over take" your friends in everything, and being unable to share your "secrets to/of success" with them, what can be more horrible and evil than this? omg. i seriously think we are such poor things.

i missed those days of falling asleep in class, and having teacher to walk up to my desk to "wake me up". i'm lacking the self discipline. i think i need to do something about this. i seem to want the teacher to catch me doing other stuff during lesson, and give me a good whack on the head (to wake up my bloody idea), and probably after that, i would listen attentively in class and stop all other activities. i guess i wanna put in extra effort in staying focused during lessons. grrr.

trying to redo all my wp reviews, scamming my way thru them. hope to be able to score full marks for all the reviews, except review e. hai. i'm trying, but one review is already taking so much time. i'm only done with review a so far. so there is still review b, c, d and h. i am not going to redo review e (cos i dno whats the fill-in-the-blank answers) and review f (which i tyco-ed full marks). there's just so much work this week (watch):
- *itl test (chap 1-3)
- *wp reviews (unit a-f, unit h)
- *wp ploject (unit a-f, unit h)
- *bizca unit I (some real life independent challenge thing)
- *bizca casegrader 5 (dno due when, uhh..)
- bizca project (with teeli)
- *math tutorial 7
- *math project (with steph, nadiah)
- econs tutorial 3 qn.5 & 6 (to submit under e-learning)
- econs project (with steph)
i know there are more to come, or i could have even missed out some. gosh. but these are good enough to kill me. those with (*) are the ones which i have to rush through and finish them during the weekend. omg. i doubt i still have time for family outing this weekend.

.under-estimated.

Monday, 23 June 2008

credits to akk ((:

i was browsing thru blogs last night and i saw this super weird?/fun?/cool? quiz on akk's blog. hahas. so i decided to try it out and see if it was really true..

Set your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. You'll be surprised though... NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today?
I Love You - Barney and friends (yes, be loved (: )

Will you get far in life?
忘记你我做不到 - 张学友 (can't forget what happened yesterday, today, tmr! )

How do your friends see you?
一人一半 - 881 soundtrack (friends mah.. )

Will you get married?
Bet on it - HSM 2 soundtrack (i bet i'll! who says i'll stay in a nunnery? )

What is your best friend's theme song?
Do your ears hang low - Barney and friends (no no.. we've got no ears to listen in class ((: )

What is the story of your life?
All for one - High School Musical 2 soundtrack (that's right! one die all die together! )

What was/is high school like?
Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy - Tata Young (err. nothing of that sort. )

How can you get ahead in life?
I Don't Dance - HSM 2 soundtrack (yea, erjie always tell mi not to dance.. )

What is the best thing about your friends?
You are the Music in Me- HSM 2 soundtrack (i can't believe it! do they make me sing?? )

What is today going to be like?
Under the Sea - The Little Mermaid soundtrack (didnt go swimming today ): sobbs.. )

What is in store for this weekend?
思念是一种病 - 张震岳 (omg. so so true!)

What song describes you?
Never Underestimate a Girl - Vanessan Anne Hudgens (right, dunch underestimate mi! )

To describe your grandparents?
Irreplaceable - Beyonce (hahas, i'm the one and only <33>

How is your life going?
When You Say Nothing At All - Ronan Keating (i dun say, u dno.. )

What song will be playing at your funeral?
Pocketful of Sunshine - Natasha Beddingfield (even if i die, the sun still shines (: )

How does the world see you?
Gotta Go My Own Way - HSM 2 soundtrack (turn left, turn right )

Will you have a happy life?
You Drive Me Crazy - Britney Spears (erm, mayb not happy. but crazy.. )

What do your friends really think of you?
没完没了- TVB 两妻时代主题曲 (i've got no ends.. muahahas.. )

Do people secretly lust after you?
Fabulous - High School Musical 2 soundtrack (arghhhs.. )

How can I make myself happy?
分手总要在雨天 - 张学友 (yar, stay single and carefree.. rainy days make mi happy.. )

What should you do with your life?
Work This Out - High School Musical 2 soundtrack (do more excercise?? )

Will you ever have children?
Everyday - High School Musical 2 soundtrack (err. i might not even be that fertile -.- )

this is a crzay quiz. hahas. even thou somethings seem true ((:

.under-estimated.

after working late into the night and wrapping up the last bits during bizca today, itl project is finally done and completed. (but dno if it was done correctly-gosh!).

omg.

my legs turn jelly whenever i hear that the results for math common test is gonna be shown during tutorial tmr. i feel as though my soul is leaving me. my hands feel weightless, and my heart... i cant feel my heart. its hollow in there.

omg.

i was having a real bad headache in class today (during math lecture). maybe it was because the lecture was 3 hours long, maybe the air-con wasnt cold enough, or maybe i was plain tired (cos i slept at 2a.m. to finish itl project).

but i guess the main reason is actually the itl class test that is supposed to be held tmr during itl tutorial (1st two periods). my soul was really finding its way out of my body, when the thought of studying for itl, the thought of sitting through the itl test with a blank mind, the thought of flung-ing the itl test and the thought of facing my parents started surfacing outta my brilliant mind.

the most amazing thing that i did today, was to call up the itl lecturer to ask him about the itl test. lingli, steph, nadiah, teeli were standing next to me when i made the phone call. it was hilarious. omg. the guy on the phone just didnt sound like the itl lecturer! it sounded much better than the voice that we always hear during itl. hahas. anw, the lecturer was nice, kind, generous enough to postpone the test till next week! (3 cheers!!!)
guess what. after that phone call was made, i started to feel lesser and lesser tension at my brain. the headache was slowly fading away. (phew. i told u, tests could easily bring me so much harm.)
however, tutorial tmr morning would be as usual. then there would be a 3-hr break, followed by wp (yea!!! i missed the adorable lessons!!!), and lastly math.

i can predict math tutorial tmr. its gonna be like dementors surfaced from the harry potter series, to suck away all my happiness. it's worse than being dead. i would rather die than receive the results, really. one thing to be happy about, is that math are the last lesson of the day, at least it wouldnt spoil my day.
if my math results are gonna be sucky and yucky (which is super likely), the only thing that would probably go wrong is that i cant play the guitar properly during guitar tmr evening. or worse, i might just go home straight after math and sleep away the disappointing unhappiness.

i still frett about results.
its bad.
its phobias of the past.

.under-estimated.

Sunday, 22 June 2008

i have this big mosquito kiss on my wrist, and it's so disturbing when i type on my lappie!

i can never ever get an A for bizca!
either i have something against that module, or that module have something against me, or i cant read english-the bizca way!

god darn it.

.under-estimated.

Labels: rants

Saturday, 21 June 2008

i am tired.
i am sick of school work.
what am i supposed to do? apparently ITL is due on tmr's tmr.
freak freak freak. i need help ar, send me somebody from the above. pls!

anw, erjie is back. but she's at marina rehearsing for NDP again. hai. i don't really get to see and talk to erjie much ): sad..

went to the cj place to collect my phone today (alone). my k630i is finally fixed, but the shortcut button is not working! what the hell is wrong ar? i might never buy a ericsson again. zzz.

i'm worried.

what if i fail u again? i've been trying and trying, like i've promised. it's not working. i think i need some brain-washing again. whack me hard. whack me harder.

wake up my bloody idea!

.under-estimated.

Wednesday, 18 June 2008

erjie called back during her lunch time today <33>

i'm still tired as usual.
i'm hungry.
i'm still having a headache.

seems like i'm dying soon.

Instruction : Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them at the end of the post. Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged. Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

1)At what age do you wish to get married?
26? 27? 28? 29? 30? hahas. depends on when the fate comes (:

2)Study hard or Play hard?
both. even thou we should play harder sometimes (:

3)Who is the person you trust most?
mummy <33

4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
i guess so.. is being thick-skinned counted? (:

5)If you have a dream come true , what would it be?
i wna keep 5 dogs! and wear shades someday ((:

6)What is your idea of a friend?
truthful, trustworthy, understanding (: i bet there's more.hahas.

7)What is your goal this year?
sleep, play hard, eat well, dun gain weight! spend more time with family.

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
i guess so, it will come someday. hahas (:

9)If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
bring my family for a tour, start my own one-stop pet care centre with yy and erjie. and give mummy the rest of the money. (:

10)If time were to unwind , what would you want to change?
i wna spend more time in nh. with mrs. chang and mrs. tan. <33

11) Would you like the person whom you love make the initiative to kiss/hug you?
errr. i'm not even attached! actually mummy take the initiative to hug me lah.

12)What feelings you hate the most?
(DOSS) deprive of sleep syndrome, headaches, sole aches.

13) What is your childhood ambition?
teacher. lawyer. artist. homemaker! hahas. i really respect mummy's job (:

14)Do you believe in love at first sight?
i think it works. somehow. (:

15)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
other than myself, its my family.

16)Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
mummy, daddy, erjie, yy, ocean, ah boy, biao ge, msy, ngakei, enen.. all in my big family (: and of cos, my idol and her woman (:

17)People who are going to be hated by you?
i prefer to stay neutral. enough of all the likes, dislikes.

18)Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
lingli, u challenge mi seh ((:

19)Do you deserve to be loved?
i dno. but depends to be loved by who (:

20)The 5 things i badly wna do.
-complete school work -.-
-invest a hundered bucks on a pair of sandals (i cant stand painful soles.)
-meet up for lunch with idol and her woman (:
-6B '03 chalet/sentosa outing ((:
-for holidays to carry on. <33

8 people: angelina, erjie, jinghui, canida, fangqi, nick, dixon, jinhong.

Tuesday, 17 June 2008

i wna a PROPER pair of SANDALS!

definitely no army type. pls.

Labels: rants

lots of things happened yesterday. just wanna mention that i challenged myself and pushed endurance to the limit.

i woke up at 4.45a.m. in the morning to send erjie off in school for her sec 3 camp at malaysia. we were nearly the only "parents" there to see the whole situation. omg. parents nowadays are not that worried about not having their children by their sides. i mean, some really don't bother about not seeing their children for the next 3 to 4 days. i seriously don't like the idea of the camp at malaysia, since malaysia is rather chaotic, same reason to why i don't step into johore. anw, erjie's bus left school at around 7.15a.m. it was sad to see her go, but i guess, erjie is comfortable with her friends for the trip. hahas. so yea, it's at least better to know that she has company.

left nh around 7.15 a.m. mummy, yy and i strolled to clementi in search of breakfast. hahas. slowly ate our way to 8a.m. at vari-nice. strolled into clementi's ntuc at 8.10a.m. walked around ntuc for the aircon and left the place with a pack of sweet potatoes and towels around 8.55a.m.

then we took the mrt down to jurong east. walked through imm to get to the cj place to get my sony repaired. (yes, finally after like 3 or 4 months) the customer service centre was at level 7. hahas, the place was rather empty, maybe because it was in the morning. i seriously doubt the reliability of sony phones now, hahas.

went back to imm after sending in the phone. started the whole imm trip at daiso. walked around hoping to find some really nice stuff to get. hahas. i got a pack of something that is used to bundle wires together, this is some amazing innovation of the jap people. really cool. (i'm actually using it on my mouse now.) we went for lunch after daiso, that was when i realiszed the exisitance of a rooftop playground at imm. after lunch, we went to fila. i wanted to get back my bag asap. i sent in my bag for repair, cos the zip was spolit within a week of its purchase. omg. anw, to realize that the zip couldn't be repaired. so, yea, i was pretty upset bout it (for that bag's color combi was superbly nice) in the end, i changed for a new bag. the current bag's color combi is light blue on dark blue. i really miss my maroon on light grey bag (sobbs.) i saw this sling pouch at fila, which i felt was pretty good (in terms of money and quality). i had so much wanted to buy it. but i didn't take an implusive approach. i went to royal sporting house to see if there was a better deal, but only find myself to be disappointed after visiting rsh. then i went back to fila again. i was about to decide on the color, when i saw world of sports. god freak. so i left fila and went to wos. sadly to say, there wasn't anything like that sling pouch at wos. so i went back again to fila. the lady who was working at the shop was like o.O (it was the 3rd time that i went back to the shop.) omg. then mummy told me to stop thinking about other pouches. so i put my heart into buying the black pouch. its pretty nice, really. the saddest thing was that i have to pay for this pouch myself. hopefully mummy might change her mind about getting it for me. hahas. mummy fulfilled yy's wish of going to giant. so we walked around giant for like an hour.

daddy called to say that he wanted us to accompany him to go collect his uniform at tiong bahru. so we strolled around imm somemore to wait for daddy. then there was some miscomm or something. goodness. we wasted quite a bit of time to figure things out.anw, cut the craps. we went to tiong to help daddy collect his uniform. i was dead tired. my feet were hurting very badly. i think i really need new sandals, sandals with proper soles, with proper grip. gosh. we had to walk a long way from the mrt station to the tailor shop. the tailor shop is apparently meant to tailor clothes for the saf. the boss of the tailor shop was darn tao and ignorrant. he had really bad attitude. i couldn't stand him, but i was just too tired to argue. rude man. yucks. walked back to tiong mrt. and took a train back to cck. rushed home and did a quick wash, changed into fresh clothes, grabbed my pouch and rushed down to yew mei green.

last night was primary school's class gathering cum bbq. i guess i was tired to talk much, just had the energy to laugh, walk and eat. hahas. anw, i think i shouldn't talk too much too. felt a bit out of place at first. luckily, i think the atmosphere got better as we went on. we were chatting and reminiscing those innocent primary school days. we did hi-7 dances, crazy rush of copying chinese notes, some teachers' special scolding phrases... really really miss those days. i'm hoping for another gathering soon. tianjun, dittaya, mor, chuling and i were hoping for one at sentosa. jiamin, chuling and i were hoping for chalet too (: hahas. we took several photos too. i'm so sorry sherlyn, i really forgot to take picture with her! omg. anw, the pictures are with aud, jy and mw. waiting for the photos to be uploadeed soon (: hahas, once uploaded, i'll be posting them on my blog (:

meanwhile, i'm really tired. i was awake for 20 hours from 5a.m. to 1a.m. this morning. i am really amazing. and i slept for 12 hours straight from 1a.m. this morning to 1p.m. this afternoon. i'm so so messed up. i need back my normal life!

i miss erjie. ):

.under-estimated.

Friday, 13 June 2008

family chalet jun 08 @ coasta downtown east

i'm back from the chalet. really really tired. shall update as much as i can before i fall asleep.

day 1:
went for inno's rod (which was good), so i reached the chalet around 5 plus 6. called mummy a few times during my train journey. and i talked to ah boy too (because he was shouting "WHERE IS DAJIE?" non-stop while mummy was talking to me). ah boy ended my call with "DAJIE, CAN YOU COME QUICKLY?" hahas. met biaoge at pasir ris and he fetched me and his gf to downtown east. anw, by the time i reached the chalet, i missed the trip down to te beach. sad. i wanna go to the beach so badly and i missed it. yy was still having fever when i got there. erjie was still ok, but she was constantly blowing her nose. i was the one in my room who was so so high, when everybody else seemed a little sian. BBQ and steamboat started at 6.30pm. we were delayed because of a bee hive. some weirdos from the chalet management called in pest control to clear the bee hive, which was just diagonally behind our unit. forget about those satays and chicken wings, i know i will be able to lay my hands on them really soon and i focused on clearing the steamboat. three rounds of steamboat were prepared, and i only got to eat a small bowl. c'mon, it's just too little food. trust the hungry ghosts of my family to wipe food out in seconds. hahas. anw, gu ma brought me out to the food court to get some food and i happily camped at my private corner under the air conditioner to enjoy my set of fish soup and rice. yumms. we had cake to celebrate ah boy's birthday too. its a mickey mouse cake, really nice picture on the cake. it must have been evil to chop up baby mickey's head. aww~.
mummy, erjie, yy and msy started mahjong-ing all the way. goodness. i was playing with ah boy, so i didnt join them. biaoge came into the room later and complained that msy was starting to smell and mummy shooed him back to shower. later, guzhang and gujie joined the game, while i played lightsticks with ah boy. hahas. his creation was the wasp. ah boy was tired, but he refuesed to go to bed, because everyone else was wide awake. he went through the connecting doors to my room and said, "IT'S LATE. TIME TO SLEEP, ELSE YOU CANNOT GO TO WILD WILD WET TOMORROW!" hahahas. ok, i managed to convince him to sleep, when he asked, "DAJIE, IS IT OK IF I START TO SLEEP FIRST?" i told him that it was fine and that everybody else would follow suit after he sleeps first. and he kinda forced me to promise him that on the second night, i would start to sleep first. he asked if i would join him at wild wild wet on the second day, and i promised that i would join him if i were better. and he told me to get well soon. hahahas, he's just so so adorable. i was so afraid that i would fall asleep before he did. omg. that would not be nice. hahas.

day 2:
wild wild wet day. i really joined ah boy and all at wild wild wet. only mummy, daddy, erjie, yy, yeye and mama remained dry on the benches.
i went into the water in full black. omg. i was absorbing heat more than anyone else. we went for a ride round the river thingy. after that, shushu asked if anyone was interested in taking the viking ride thingy. it was crazy! when i was carrying the float up to the top with ngakei, omg, i was asking myself this, "what the hell am i doing?!". it really felt as though i was sending myself to the grave. the worse was yet to come. for this ride, two people have to sit facing each other. and one would have to back face down while the other would be looking down at the huge slide thing. when i was still trying to convince ngakei to let me take the seat facing down, the guy "in-charge" of the ride said, "the lighter one have to sit back facing." O.M.G. my heart literally sank. freak freak freak. "why the hell did i choose to come up here?!" anw, the float kinda got stuck at the top, (maybe because we were too heavy?) and the guy asked us to move our butts a little bit. ooooommmgggg... and he gave us a push...
the next thing i knew was that my heart was in my stomach and mouth at the same time. i was screaming my soul out! i kept on screaming and screaming, i think on lookers thought i was mad. really. when i could finally stop screaming, i asked ngakei why she didnt scream. hai. i guess i could only hear myself at that point of time. omg. anw, ngakei was complaining that my leg was hitting her the entire time during the ride. oops, sorry o.O
after that i followed gujie and guzhang to the playground. i went on a few slides with ah boy, yes, children slides, but it was fun! ah boy was particularly enthusiastic about the slide in which we could compete. hahas, he was so happy to see that he won.
after that we headed back "on-shore" for a drink. rested a while and resumed attacking the park.
we went for the skyrider, i paired with msy and the other with shenshen. we managed to experience the wave thing twice. and we ended the trip at the jacuzzi.
took a shower and started to play mahjong again. i guess i was really tired. i nearly fell asleep during the game. in the end, daddy took over while i tired to nap for a while. night came and it was bbq and steamboat.
we started packing our stuff for we had to check out quite early the next morning. continued watching devil's disciples and we managed to finish 10 episodes in less than 2 days! it's really a record for us.
mummy, erjie and yy went to sleep first, while i played for a while longer with ah boy. after a while, i realised that i couldn't take it anymore. said goodnight to ah boy and i hit the pillow at 12am sharp.

day 3:
woke up at 9am. my head was heavy and i had to pry open my eyelids. staggered into the bathroom to wash up and all. felt much better after that, and i helped to pack the rest of the stuff that were lying around. we left the room around 10.15am. shushu did the necessary check out stuff and we went to have branch at the food court. the bus came at 11.30am, and it took all of us back home. i fell asleep almost immediately after the bus moved off. i slept through the PIEs, KJEs and till we were 1 km away from the house. dead tired.

ocean was so happy to see all of us. he was good for the past 1 day, he didnt really make a big mess. this is a good thing. there is less work for us. everything has been unpacked.
daddy has gone for a run. mummy is busy doing the laundry. yy's asleep on the sofa. erjie is dancing away. i'm blogging.
gonna shower after this and try to help around before i nap for a while. heading back to shushu's house for dinner tonight. yeah!

about to win the battle against my cold, except for the fact that i'm still wrapping wantons once in a while (thanks gujie). hahas.

days of fun are over.
time to reminisce work, work and more work. not forgetting projects.

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Tuesday, 10 June 2008

antibiotics attached.

STEAM-ed satays.

STEAM-ed chicken wings.

STEAM-ed stingrays.

there's always something to look forward to.
especially when u're ill!

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i should be looking forward to the chalet. i should. i should. i really should.

at the rate i'm going now, i can't be at peace. omg. my nose is stuffy. my eyes are buldging. i feel a little sick, but i'm actually much better as compared to yesterday.

yy's fever is a come-and-go thing. but like, me, she's much better today. and so is erjie. both of them took a afternoon nap, while i hogg onto my lappy, trying to chiong bizca before chalet tmr. freak.
look at the amount of work pilling up. wp's reviews, assignments, plojects. not forgetting itl's research and test, math's mini project. blehhs, i dun wanna mention anymore. it's spoiling my mood, i need to think positive to stay healthy.

i'm a little tired. sad to say, i'm not ready for chalet. we're all not packed! wahahaha. i've got nothing to say. i hope to recover in time, i hate the idea of my satays, chicken wings, stingrays flying away. grrr.
anw, mummy came up with an idea that seems ingenious. look, wrap aluminium foil around satay (for instance) then leave it upon the wire mesh to heat up. pure thermal conduction. nothing BBQ-able. amazing. trust my mummy to be original and intelligent. STEAMed BBQ! yeah! it's a once in a lifetime thing.
i shall load my bag with all the tvb dvds, simply to entertain myself, erjie, yy and mummy. since we aren't going for the wild wild wet thing on thursday. freak. freak. freak.
i might be bored to the extend of wanting to do work at the chalet. for thursday is gonna be a long long day. hai. there goes the tickets! grrr. i wanna get on the waves and the slides! -.-"

ok, i shall blog when i come back. need to round up my bizca, pack my bag and decide if i'm going for inno's rod tmr.
anw, may my nosey blockage clear.

antibiotics attached!

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Monday, 9 June 2008

yesterday was sunday. today is monday. tomorrow is tuesday. tomorrow's tomorrow is wednesday. i can't wait for wednesday to arrive. gosh. it's chalet and wild wild wet!

there's just so much to look forward to.

however, obstacles kept coming. first, daddy fell ill about a week ago. then all of a sudden, erjie woke up this morning and complained of a sore throat. i woke up to find myself sneezing like nobody's business, i guess it was that sickening nose problem as usual. next, mummy felt that yy's forehead was warm. yy's fever shot up to 38.8degrees in the afternoon. hai. then i fell asleep on the sofa, while mummy slept with yy in the room. when mummy woke up, she complained that she wasn't feeling too well, but there was no particular symptoms like that of yy's and erjie's. anw, my throat didn't feel very normal in the afternoon. i don't know if my throat was "not too good" mentally or if it was really not good.

mummy brought erjie and yy to see doctor. and daddy still tries to cough and clear his throat loudly, without covering his mouth or taking any precaution. now i know why we are all falling ill.
vitamin Cs and all the chinese medicines seem useless. the green bean soup ain't helping either.

flu is really on its way. freak shit. i've never felt so shit before. darn. darn. darn.
maybe that's the plan. we might not be fated to go.

the mysteries of life.

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Sunday, 8 June 2008

kung fu panda!

i love the shifu character! total master!

and here's the second on my list! -tigress

super swift movements, graceful! sleek!

Po-the panda. (stealing off almond chips from the top shelf.)

the crane. the only one with wings.

witty.

humorous.

it's all about believing and having faith in yourself.

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Thursday, 5 June 2008

went to the world book fair at suntec yesterday. it's the most disappointing book fair that i've been to since... i've started vi sting the book fair annually. the book fair only covered the level 4 exhibition hall. there was an abundance of companies and booths selling children encyclopedias. anxious parents were at sitting at the tables listening to salesmen and saleswomen promoting their set of encyclopedia. however, this anxiety exists in two forms: one would be the typical worry for their young children's future, the other would be the anxiety to get away from the evil clutches of the sales personnel. for me, since i aren't a parent, i could simply walk away with ease, much to the displease of my mum. poor thing for her. these sales personnel still approached her to rope her into listening to their long-winded stories of the pros of their encyclopedia.

one thing i can't understand is that, who (in my family-who were present yesterday) would need the set of encyclopedia? c'mon, i've way past the age of needing the brightly-coloured books with so so many pictures and yet so little words. erjie? no way. does she even look like a primary school kid? yy? maybe, yea, she's the one amongst all of us who might seem to need those books. hahas.

another thing that puzzles me: why is there a need for encyclopedias, when the internet is everything? gosh. perhaps the young kids really need them for they still do not know anything about the internet.

anw, we got home around 6p.m. first time that we got home so early after visiting the book fair. wow. record-breaking. i helped with preparing dinner, much to the pleasure of mummy. hehes. it's been a long time since i've tired to wreck the kitchen. hahas.
dinner was good. stingray, some veg, sardine and soup!
i love home cooked food. omg.

i am so seriously suffering from SLOSS.
i dno why but just seem to enjoy sleeping recently. this is bad. is it exhaustion?

SLOSSing and SLOSSing.

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Monday, 2 June 2008

i've got a twin!!

i don't know why there is some similarity between these two people, except for the fact that one is a daughter of the other. and the other is a mother of the other. hahas.

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今天能够通过msn和林老师说话，非常非常的开心。至少我知道老师还记得我们麦家。hahaha.
小六那年，在课堂上发生了一些不愉快的事，是老师提醒了我，要懂得控制自己。从中，渐渐的学习放开，不让情绪控制自己，而要让自己控制情绪。想起那时不小心踩到了老师的脚，真的是很惭愧。千万个对不起。最让我感动的就是老师不只没骂我，还找了个机会和我坐下谈一谈。很感激老师的一翻心意。
一眨眼就过了四年了，如果能再次见面，那该有多好。。。

做人治道：

" 近朱者赤，近墨者黑。"

" 要知足。"

"凡事都有好的一面，为何常想着那些不开心的事呢？"

:) " 明天会更好。" (:

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